I looked at my profile and noticed that my last entry was sooo depressing ...So here is my update

I'm doing fine at my new school; I haven't made real friends yet, but I have someone to talk to every day...
I'm trying to be social, but that's really harder than it seems to be.
I talk to people and throw in a laugh from time to time, but making friends is more than talking and laughing.
I noticed that the people I meet are verry different, they have other goals and values.
I'm studying because my heart wants me to. I want to find a job that passionates me. If I have to I go to school the rest of my life while I work. The people I meet want to graduate as soon as possible and find a job that pays well. They don't understand why I take extra courses next to the ones I have to follow etc.
As much as I like some of them they just don't support me like friends should. Most of them also seem to lack passion a lot. They seem so..... shallow (no offence, they're nice and friendly and stuff).
I have to admit I miss uni. from time to time. At uni. I had friends who where passionate, not always about the same things like me, but they had passion. Passion was something we had in common ! We supported each other in the things we did en decided.

Besides school I still have my loving boyfriend, Jurgen.
We seem to grow closer every week ^^ (besides some struglles ofcourse ).
And his family is just great ! I haven't seen a family that is so supporting and caring ! (sometimes a little overprotective )
Every time I go there I feel beloved. They love me and I really love them .
Jurgen provides a great deal of the support I miss, and every time I feel lonely I have someone to call.
We can talk for hours over phone. He's was sick this week ( while a had prepared him a great dinner, that he missed ), but he's all better now .
hmmmmm, I guess that was all for the past few months

Happy holidays and 'till my next entry

Greetings, ME !

P.S. : My English-skills still suck .